Free

Being free is something that I barely feel now. Constantly am being pushed and prodded around not only by people but also by things. I always wanted to feel the wind in my face as I spreaded my wings and flew. Unfortunately that is not so. I have a set of rules that I have to follow. Not that rules are not bad but sometimes dont you ever have that urge to break free. To just do what you want. To be able to express your emotions and opinions without the fear of everyone else giving you 'the looks'. I only used feel freedom when I am either reading a good book or writing. Even when am eating and divulging myself in good food I cant be free. People constantly reminding me that size matters. That you look good only if you are slim. Yes maybe so but in a way it affects my mind. But ofcourse I ignore all that usually, but sometimes it is a bit hard. I also miss thay freedom of being a child. Being able to run around and pretend to be spiderman or hermoine. I still do that but only all alone. I miss that freedom of being able to say anything and get away with it because 'she is only a child'.
Before the only ways that I could be free is by reading or writing or even taking pictures. But slowly am starting to stop caring about what other people thought and started doing more of what I wanted to do but of course within the limits of my religion and nature, I felt free.
I know that a lot of you might be wondering what's the point of acquiring freedom if your only going to end up following another set of rules. Freedom is not about entirely detaching yourself from the world and not give a care about rules. It is also to learn to accept them and use them to your advantage and it shows that no matter what obstacle is thrown at you, you will face them knowing that your free at heart, mind and soul.
•Ok so that was just a random thing and I doubt all that made sense.
Hopefully I didnt bore you guys.
And also my writing isnt that good because...
I only have a passion for writing not a talent.
Peace.
=)<3Salma•
*Picture credits to Tumblr*